New Home

Life goes on in the new home

With the 10 years old couple mug

Time runs, ten years long distance love, marriage, and then, first ramadhan with husband.
 

 

We know God always gives us what we need. But we don't know why it's never enough, why we keep on asking more... :')

The two little turtles

Pelukan

Sebuah pelukan menanti di sebelah sana
meminta untuk diminta
sementara aku enggan meminta-minta

Padahal udara dingin berpusat di hati
bekulah kulit dan aliran nadi
Saat ini pelukan sangat dibutuhkan!
Entahkah itu pelukan ibu, kekasih, atau sekadar pelukan terima kasih dari pedagang tua di pasar.

Karena jiwa tak harus jatuh dulu untuk dipeluk
Karena pelukan tulus itu tak diminta;
ia selalu punya waktu untuk mampir sendiri.

A Tough Woman Called Mom

She cried. Then smile to me.
Cried again, silently.

I hold her, laughed
"That's ok, Mom.
I'm just moving to live with husband,
I'll visit you occasionally."

She hold me back,
then laughed with me.

She texts me almost everyday,
said she missed me,
longed for seeing me sleeping beside her,
or just made her angry.

I just reply her with smile emoticons,
never said that I missed her too,
but
truly, deep inside me,
I really really miss her.
Everyday since I moved,
there's no single time I don't remember her.

And I miss being a small girl
in the big mommy's warm embrace.
Always.

I  M I S S   Y O U   M O M .


(At new home,
when the past young girl inside comes out.)