Pillow Thought

O Dear.

You look so tired

with long train of thoughts

while my selfishness keeps searching a dim corner of your heart 

that holds the endless romance of impatience

for me.

The calendar itself, is still scary

while I keep sketching the unfinished route in mind

to deal with the strange habits 

without you.

But you,

you still look tired, O Dear.

Now how can I h̶e̶l̶p̶ hug you?